"No, life cannot be understood flat on a page. It has to be lived; a person has to get out of his head, has to fall in love, has to memorize poems, has to jump off bridges into rivers, has to stand in an empty desert and whisper sonnets under his breath... We get one story, you and I, and one story alone. God has established the elements, the setting and the climax and resolution. It would be a crime not to venture out, wouldn't it?"

--Donald Miller

Second Place

Monday, November 29, 2010

Seven times my intramural team has come in second place

To come so close, yet to never win the limelight

To have to watch the winning team win shirts, get pictures, and gain respect

To have to get condolences, a "maybe next year", to quietly pack up your things and go home

Many more times than seven, I've come in second place in other things in life

To watch others receive the recognition, to wonder what it must feel like

One day

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Tonight, I sulk. I think about the things I could have done better. I tell myself how disappointed I am in myself

Then, I shower off the feelings of defeat and regret. I put on warm pajamas and I go to bed.

Tomorrow, I try again.

I go back to work. I build upon my strengths and locate my weaknesses. I continue the journey

Because tomorrow brings hope.

And I pray that the hope never runs out

A Day In The Life Of A College Student---Writing A Paper Edition

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Type. Type. Type. Stare at wall and zone out. Type. Type. Hit a mental block. Go on sporcle.com and try to name all the Disney movies by character. Repeat this step 3x. Realize that you haven't eaten in a few hours. Find food. Eat food while surfing Facebook. Food break goes on longer than normal due to Facebook stalking boys/people you haven't seen since high school and never talked to while there. Realize that it's getting late. Research some more for paper. Scourge internet for scientific sounding article. Remember a youtube video that a friend mentioned. Watch video. Laugh. Post on friend's wall that you watched said video and loved it. Share it with another friend on Facebook. Go back to the article with big terminology. Decide it's too confusing and go to Wikipedia for a clearer explanation. Type. Type. Check out Pandora stations. Find the most obscure one possible. Type. Type. Type. Need change of environment. Go to a serene place like library or reading room. Check Facebook to see if any friends are in library/reading room. Type. Zone out. Realize that you've been staring at the person across the room and they caught you. Frantically start typing again. Double space paper. Realize that it's not long enough. Write a few obscure sentences. Still not long enough. Resort to making the periods a bigger size. Still not long enough. Make the commas bigger too. Hope that professor counts half page as a full page. Save paper under something like "Stupid Research Paper for Satan's Class".

Print.

Go eat some ice cream. It's been a productive day.

Hoping That Greater Things Are Yet To Come

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

The flu. Group projects. Sleepless nights. Unfortunately those are the things that reign my life at the moment.

I wish I could go on about other, more beautiful things that are going on but I can't.

English grammar is demanding my attention for my exam at 7:45.

But here's a quick glimpse of beautiful things happening in my life:

-"Falling In Love In A Coffee Shop" by Landon Pigg: this could be the most beautiful song I've ever heard

-The girl I've been tutoring this past semester told me she loved me. It was a particularly rough day so just hearing those words brightened my day

-I am the Messenger by Marcus Zusak: Fantastic, brilliant, original, written by an Australian so that you'll want to infuse "bloke" "mate" and "sheila" into every sentence

-For possibly the first time since entering college, I've really wanted to go home. And it was in that moment that I've realized that although being independent is grand and life changing, one of the greatest feelings is to be taken care of.

-This quote:
“I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do.”
--Edward Everett Hale
-Laying down in bed and saying, "Thanks God. Today was especially awesome."

Books

Monday, November 1, 2010



I'm supposed to be studying right now, but I just wanted to update the world on one of the most beautiful places ever:

It's a certain Reading Room and it has become one of my favorite places on earth. It's quiet, eerily quiet, as in I just dropped a pen and it echoed across the room, quiet. But it's also got that cozy feeling, like drinking a mug of hot chocolate or finally having gone over to a friend's house so many times that it's as if you live there.

That great feeling.

I just love libraries, they possess such an adventurous, yet grand aura. The fact that they can hold so many worlds and it's up to you to decide. The greatness of people who have left their legacies in an object that weighs merely a pound (unless it happens to be War and Peace, in which case, it weighs 2.8 pounds).

I do believe I realized this love when I was but a wee youngling, watching Beauty and the Beast and the scene where the Beast gives Belle the library came on and I realized that that could be the best gift someone could ever give me.
Coolest thing ever.

Yes, I've come to terms with being a dork. In fact, I'm listening to the Lord of the Rings and Narnia soundtracks as I'm typing this.

Anyways, I could spend hours in here.

But, as no one has updated Facebook in a while and I'm done searching for movie tickets for the midnight premiere of Harry Potter 7, I'll leave you a list of some of my favorite books:

1. Chronicles of Narnia (C.S. Lewis): Without a shout of a doubt, my favorite books ever since I was little. Out of the seven, I'd say The Last Battle is my favorite.
And while I'm at it, let's just claim C.S. Lewis as my favorite author. The Screwtape Letters and Mere Christianity are my favorite "Christian" books.

2. Ender's Game (Orson Scott Card): I love its originality and just the fact that it's plain awesome. If you read this, be sure to read the sequels

3. The Hunger Games (Suzanne Collins): Freakin' awesome is the only way I can describe said book. It explores what would happen if war and reality TV become one.

4. Give a Boy a Gun (Todd Strasser): Written in a series of interviews done after a school shooting, this book changed my perspective about people and outsiders

5. Anything ever written by Lemony Snicket: The man is just hilarious. Whenever I read anything by him, I end up wishing I was as funny as this guy. If you want to get into the holiday spirit, check out his Holiday-themed children's books, The Baby in the Manger, The Lump of Coal, and The Latke Who Wouldn't Stop Screaming.

6. Redwall (Brian Jacques): Fighting mice and peaceful woodland creatures that live in an Abbey. This book made me believe that animals could talk and I desperately wish that I could be a character in one of his books because they live such fantastic lives. Also, each species of animal speaks a different dialect from the UK

7. Missing Piece Meets the Big O (Shel Silverstein): I love this book. It's truth is so clear yet simple. It's a beautiful masterpiece. Read it here.

8. Speak (Laurie Halse Anderson) and Perks of Being A Wallflower (Stephen Chbosky): I didn't read these books until this semester but they look at teenagers' lives in an interesting way

9. Under the Overpass (Mike Yankoski), A Million Miles in A Thousand Years (Donald Miller), Drops Like Stars (Rob Bell) & Unlikely Disciple (Kevin Roose): I included these together because they're all in the Christian non-fiction category.
**Under the Overpass is about two college guys who decide to become homeless for a few months in major cities. Their book is about life on the streets and how people treated them.
**A Million Miles is interesting as it's somewhat of a sequel on Don Miller's Blue Like Jazz. After Miller wrote Blue Like Jazz, he hit a slump in life and started to realize how to actually live a life that's worth living. I like it because it doesn't have answers, it just tells of how one man found something to live for.
**Drop Like Stars is actually a picture book. I'm not a Rob Bell fan, but this book is a different side of him. It's about suffering, pain and grief. It doesn't try to explain why God does things, it just shows that we are all humans who are all broken.
**Unlikely Disciple is just straight-up amazing. Kevin Roose, an "unsaved" student at the very secular Brown University, goes undercover at Liberty University, one of the most conservative Christian universities in America. Going to a conservative Christian university myself, this book was entertaining on how the Christian scene is seen by an outsider.

10. Classic Books: Little Women (Louisa May Alcott), books by Mark Twain, The Hobbit (J.R.R. Tolkein) and Candide (Voltaire):
**Little Women--a book every female must read. A rollercoaster of emotions--I threw the book across the room and was truly upset when Beth died--but incredibly joyous nevertheless.
**Mark Twain--I just love the way the man writes down southern dialects perfectly. Like Lemony Snicket, every time I read one of his books, I wish I was as hilarious as that man. **Although I'm really not a fan of the LOTR books, I absolutely loved The Hobbit, unlike the LOTR, it's actually quite amusing.
**Candide is a different book, you will probably not understand what's going on some of the time---neither did I, but I think his irony is fantastic.




**Later add-in: Little Billy's Letters (Bill Geerhart): I can't do justice in describing the real life hilariousness of this book, but the main gist of it is, in the 1990s, Bill Geerhart was an unemployed screenwriter in his 30s. While he was looking for work, he kept himself amused by pretending to be a young, ten year-old boy and wrote letters to famous actors, political figures and even criminals and composed the responses from them in this hilarious book. Check out some of his letters here